Sunday, April 3, 2005
Thursday, February 24, 2005
for the record, valentine's day sucks. who though up the thing? i mean, a holiday where, one day out of the year, you have to feel romantic? what if you're not in the mood?
Friday, February 18, 2005
8:21PM - Best thing Valentine
Oops, I missed the entries... ^^;; I was away for a while and partly because of love. Although... But listen to my story.
I met a guy in school; his name was Jack. He was really good-looking and I instantly sensed, that something's "not quite right" with him... ^^ But I was kind of afraid to ask and I never was good in sneak-talk. Some one week later, I went out with friends and in our fave bar, who did I meet...? Yes, the cool Jack. We began to chat and after another week, I considered us a couple.
He was nice with me, kind and affectionate, bought me small trinkets, stole sweet kisses... There was only one thing off slightly: sex. (What else...?) I still wanted to know him better because I have this stupid habit, not to make love with strangers. He sweet-talked first, then begged, then pouted. But finally, he calmed down.
I actually loved him very much and after that, I thought, we could do it... And then, I saw him kissing with some girl. Now, THAT was a shock. And when I asked him what was that all about, he told me, he needed to get laid but I shouldn't worry, he only used the girl for that.
I guess, I don't have to say, that I broke up with him that instant. Yeah, the story is a classic but hey... it's mine. ^^;; All this happened three days before Valentine's Day. But you know what? On the 14th, I took a walk in the city. I drank some hot chocolate and my mind cleared. That night, I had a beautiful dream and when I woke up next morning, my sadness was blown away. Valentine Day's magic. ^^
Friday, February 11, 2005
10:20PM - Valentines day...
Valentines day seems to be a day which either people love or they hate. The majority of people either can't seem to give it enough consideration, or give it none entirely. And true it is a generic holiday. It is exactly what I dear friend of mine told me it was. She said to me, "its what you make of it."
So with that said, I will post my next topic for all you lovers, artists, patrons, and life enthusiasts:
-What was the coolest/sweetest thing you ever did for valentines day?
-What do are you going to do this Valentines day?
You can chose to answer both or just one of them. Either way I look forward to reading your entries. Remember that you can pass the message to any other lovers out there that would be intrested in this journal community. Thank you, and have a good day...cuz well, good days are good.
Thursday, February 3, 2005
Okay i've got to ask:
I want to get something for my bf (especially for V-Day). He's a total sweetheart, he said he kinda liked chocolate but he's trying to loose weight, he can be a total nut (typical guy).
Monday, January 31, 2005
Sat in work and right about now fighting the tears but losing slightly I forgot to take my anti-depresents for two days now and a friend of mine from work is having a real shit time.I just want to wrap her up in a quilt give her a hug tell her its going to be alright.but its proberly not.hiding from my feelings by trying to help her.sucking in her negative energy all day im drained.
Y do i care?because i can , because I should or because i must?
Saturday, January 29, 2005
Artist: The Beatles
Song: Let it Be
When I find myself in times of trouble, mother Mary comes to me,
I know you have all heard this before. And probably know the lyrics by heart. But I think if you think about it (and it doesn't take much thinking), it really does apply to the spirit of this small community. Here it is:
Let it be - By: The Beatles
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
And in my hour of darkness she is standing right in front of me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, let it be, let it be.
Whisper words of wisdom, let it be.
And when the broken hearted people living in the world agree,
there will be an answer, let it be.
For though they may be parted there is still a chance that they will see,
there will be an answer. let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
And when the night is cloudy, there is still a light, that shines on me,
shine until tomorrow, let it be.
I wake up to the sound of music, mother Mary comes to me,
speaking words of wisdom, let it be.
Let it be, let it be, .....
Friday, January 28, 2005
I feel in love with a girl cooled emma(still do) we saw each other at clubs and nights out several times first time i ask her out she said she was to busy with the end of her studies to worry about seeing someone(she discovered how much I liked her after some threatened me unless I stayed away from her).we remained friends for the next 8 months then when we were walking to a after party of the club night we had been to half way there she kissed me said now her studies where over she wanted to get together.It was the one of the happiest moments of my life.
Our relationship was going really well and she was having trouble at home so after just 6 months we moved in together.evering thing was going really well.now my path is pagan(she is has no path as such)and I started attend ing a pagan moot on a monday night.(she encourage us to do our own things as well as stuff together).
About 9 months after we moved in together.I began to think the relationship had lost its sparkle and this worried me alot to make matters worse a lady(naomi) at the moot started hiting on me.the more me and naomi talked the more a began to think me and emma was over.After living together for 11 months after samhain ritual 2001 I decided mine and emma's relationship was over and three weeks later me and naomi started seeing each other.
But after just a couple of months the lust I felt for naomi began to wear off and i started missing the love and care emma had brought to my life.I missed emma.I ended my relationship with naomi and within a few weeks emma said we should give our relationship another try but it took her only 2 weeks to decided it was never going to work again and we agreed to remain friends and still are.but there are those moments when she does those silly things she does that I miss her and deeply regret what i did to our relationship.the sadest part about it is my ambition in life is no more the to half a 2.4 family and the day we split(for the first time) she said to me "marrying doesn't seem so strange anymore".
NOW WHAT LESSONS CAN BE LEARNT FROM THIS???
Wednesday, January 26, 2005
5:03PM - some fake sonnett
Love is the power that gives you wings
it changes your view on so many things.
The whole world seems brighter, shiny and new,
everyhting gets some color and hue.
Riding the skies, like birds so bold,
snowstorms can rage yet you don't feel cold;
your heart is open, singing aloud
you feel like floating on a little pink cloud.
When you're in love, you're a king or a queen
even the teachers seem a bit less mean ^^
The moonlight is silver, the sunlight's gold
You start to believe in fairytales told.
I wish to all of those, who are in love deep
happiness; and may the the heart be true, that they keep.
Newbie, by the way; hello. ^^
Tuesday, January 25, 2005
10:13PM - 1st open topic....
Every now and then I will post an open topic. "open" meaning you don't have to reply or comment or post to it if you don't feel like it. At any rate, I'll post a question, a topic, a set of things you can reply to, etc. This is the first of what I hope to be many. And being that this community just opened, and that it is about love after all...
The opening first topic:
What do you think love is?
I wrote this to a friend once upon a time... Obviousely its about love. But thats only part of it...I ended typeing it but wishing I had said it in person cuz I was saying out loud and my sister can tell you, I was very into it. Anywho...here it is:
"Don't think, dive in, go for it, take that plunge that isn't even nessisarily love, make all those feelings that you have amount to something! I know this might be hard to hear, but if you never ask her...they'll only be feelings you once had. Feelings without action to express them are simply feelings. Give justice to your feelings! Give them a reason! Give them something to empower! Give them life! Dive...close your eyes, open your heart, voice your words, express your feelings...and Jump! Cuz I know the simple fact that haveing someone like that in your life opens up the possabilities to worlds of difference (And I mean that in a good way)."
Note to readers: Everything in this post (and this community) is open to interpretation. I will not be responsable for those of you who decide to literally jump or dive off an elevated location.
I like this poem. I wrote it about my girlfriend. And ultimately its a very happy poem. And isn't that what love is all about? Being happy....
- Where seasons do not matter... -
By: Just another Angel
We danced our way into our lives together
it was a dance to music
with dark melodic rhythms
and light harmonic symphonies
and comical tempo'd musicals
And now we are here
looking at what at first glance
seems like a dark city once again
filled with dull skies and dirty waters
and the heart ache of entire existences
But as we close our eyes and
look instead with our hearts and souls
the clouds begin to clear
the waters turn blue
the dark city is now one of hope
And we realize
that even if the last petal on this
wilting rose will someday fall
and that winter will come
regardless of the season
That it is simply another winter and
that spring will come sooner
than we could imagine
that our rose will bloom again
and perhaps it will not die then
For we hold something
in our souls together
that is unexplainable
that is more than even seasons
That we hold a rose
that never wilts
that doesn't die
that knows no end
and will live for an eternity
12:09PM - Love is...
hello I've joined this community because I wear my heart on my sleeve don't understand what love is supposed to be but always feel like half a person when i don't have it!
Monday, January 24, 2005
Yippy!! Me and my bf (james), well I keep thinking it's ment to be, a very long story but still yeah. not much to say right now.
Sunday, January 23, 2005
Ok so i did this cause I tend to be in love and all that jazz... so dating Jory = good and nice.... why is love blind?
10:04PM - Welcome...
Welcome. I hope you plan on staying. First of all I'd like to say that to join simply go into "User Info" above and then under community info simply click the link "Click here." That out of the way...
This is a journal where you can post entries about love. Everything from questions, to answers, to stories, to poetry, to lists, to anything and everything as to the love and its beauty. Feel free to tell your friends about this and have them tell theirs. Thank you...and welcome.